Who stopped me in my writing endeavor-An effort to identify the true factors?

1. A diminishing balance of savings i.e. a continuously drying up of saved fund is pushing me in the ditches of frustrations and despairs, making my creative mind in a complete unstable state, not knowing on what activities to focus on for survival in forthcoming months.

2. Instead of saving I strongly feel that I’m now badly stuck in quicksand of debt and it seems that it will only worsen with the passes of time. So before it engulf my life completely, I've to take immediate robust and corrective step to bring back it again on track.

3. Once I plunged and completely submersed myself in to the writing world, nobody should disturb me till I get a success. A demand of 15 days peaceful time to test myself. A fear that people will let me down if I could not manage the success during this test time.

4. All the resources have already been identified and kept reserved for utilization as and when required. Expenses towards managing accessibility of resources have also been allocated. But I’m not as much confident to expend money on this count as one should.

5. Procrastination in putting true hard effort on the writing Endeavour, fearing failure, only with the lost time and money.