It's all about me and my personality traits

A man with full of passion yet humble, kind and passionate, who keeps a positive outlook towards life just like millions of other human beings do, an avid reader and an aspiring writer.

A man who loves to live life peacefully who has always been eager and interested to explore the life in a more meaningful and broader ways by sharing and exchanging views across the all like-minded friends, especially those who persistently strive to investigate to identify themselves first, and evaluate how much they give to the society by offering their services based on their own skills and abilities, and in return, how much they expect from the society.

Because I believe the "expectation of returns" in life is what has made the most of the problems in balancing one's life today. In such a situation, I think, an effort to develop one's own skill to control and balance the 'expectations of returns' in life can solve our most of the problems permanently. After all life is precious yet dynamic, should be lived fullest by everyone with lots of fun.

Who stopped me in my writing endeavor-An effort to identify the true factors?

1. A diminishing balance of savings i.e. a continuously drying up of saved fund is pushing me in the ditches of frustrations and despairs, making my creative mind in a complete unstable state, not knowing on what activities to focus on for survival in forthcoming months.

2. Instead of saving I strongly feel that I’m now badly stuck in quicksand of debt and it seems that it will only worsen with the passes of time. So before it engulf my life completely, I've to take immediate robust and corrective step to bring back it again on track.

3. Once I plunged and completely submersed myself in to the writing world, nobody should disturb me till I get a success. A demand of 15 days peaceful time to test myself. A fear that people will let me down if I could not manage the success during this test time.

4. All the resources have already been identified and kept reserved for utilization as and when required. Expenses towards managing accessibility of resources have also been allocated. But I’m not as much confident to expend money on this count as one should.

5. Procrastination in putting true hard effort on the writing Endeavour, fearing failure, only with the lost time and money.